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Name: aShLyN
Location: United States
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Interests: Singin, Dancin-Jazz n Hip Hop, Wrytin- Poetri, Songz, Storiez, etc., Cheetahz, Leopardz, Drummin, n Paino/Keyboard, SHOPPIN, Boiiz, Hangin w/ mah frndz, Mall, Trampin, Drawin, Actin, Lisnin to muzik, Watchin TV, Etn Fooood, Doin mah haarrr, Make-up, Talkin on the fone, Rentin n Watchin Moviez, Playin PS2, SUMTYMZ readin, n takin pix...
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Monday, November 22, 2004

Sometimes
sometimes ur friends, they come n go
sometimes u make new friends n sometimes u keep the old
sometimes u make just so0 many friend
that u need more then 2 hands to hold
sometimes they'll hate u, 4get u, or miss u
sometimes they'll luv u, remember u, or diss u
sometimes they are different
sometimes they stay the same
sometimes they are normal
sometimes insane!
sometimes they say, "i'll remember u always"
sometimes they always seem to end
but when they're honest, trustworthy, kind, n respectful
thats when u know they're ur best friend...

Danger
*This poem is not for children who get upset when they hear the truth bout where they live. Therefore, it will not be posted*

! ¡ ! QUOTES ! ¡ !

BaD LiL cHiCk
i dont know what it is bout that bad boy style
all i know is it drives me wild
everytime i see u i cant help but smile
all the cute n thugish things u do
make me wanna stay wit u a while
so u better hurry up n take ur pick
cause u just might be missin out on one bad lil chick

ThE 4 oF uS
the 4 of us
all for one n one for all
best friends forever
each other we call
never split this squad up
or else u'll be in trouble
we stand up for each other
n cheer when one hits a double
we will be n are best friends for life
thru thick n thin 2gether we will be
these girls are awesome
we'll be 2gether forever
dont get mad when
in our group u cant be!

SwAk
written wit a pen, sealed wit a kiss
if u are my friend, answer me this:
are we friends, or are we not?
u told me once but i 4got
so tell me now n tell me tru
so i can say "i'm here for u"
of all the friend i've ever met
ure the one i wont 4get
n if i die b4 u do
i'll go to heaven n wait for u
i'll give the angels back their wings
n risk the loss of everythin
there isnt a thing i wouldnt do
to have a friend just like u!


PoEmZz By--> aShLyN --To--> LiSa

Best Friend
L- Lots of potential and independecne too
I- Is for everythin u do
S- So sweet n very kind
A- A very special, best, n great friend of mine!

S- Silly, goofy, n always has a laugh
I- Imagination wit arts n crafts!
L- Loads of fun to be around
V- Very much talents are found
A- A way to say Lisa, u are the best!!!!!

A- And trust me, there is way more
N- Nothin can ever make her walk out that door
D- Damn straight...lol

A- Always on the go
S- Sold it to them in FLAPPER the show!!! [lol]
H- Has such a warmth to perk up ur day
L- Leaves u n "are u ok?"
Y- You'll always just luv her to death when u become her friend
N- No1 can take ur place, BFFEL till the end...

B- BRAVE
F- FRIENDLY
F- FIERCE...GRRR
E- ENJOYABLE
L- LOVELY

Best Friend #2
Of course u might not know her
but once u do u'll understand
what makes my friend lisa
such a dapper dan...
she is such a handleful
but thats what makes her, her
she makes everythin cleaer
when u feel it is a blurr...
shes there to give advice
when ur in the need of some
need some1 to care for u?
shes the perfect one...
even if one day
as friends, we go our seperate ways
she will still be in my heart and soul
for the rest of my days.
that just goes to show
how great of a friend she is
i dont always like to call her my friend
i like to call her my sis.
Lisa, i just wanna let u know that no matter what we go thru
we will go thru it 2gether
whether the moment
whether the weather...
she knows i'm always here for her
thru good n the bad
n she knows i'm always here for her
whenever shes down or sad...
there is never a moment in time
where i come to think of her as my rivel
cause how can she be that?
shes basically my survival...
ive always been there for her
she has always been there for me
thats def. the meanin of friendship
that could EVER be...
some of her other friends, say shes a 'friend'
but to me she is my best friend, well, actually more
shes like my own doctor
when i am hurt
shes there to cure...
so now, if u never met Lisa
its bout time that u had
she makes me very happy
n i'm sure she'll also make u glad!!!
cause shes not just any girl
shes one of a kind
n i'm proud to say
shes the BESTEST BESTEST friend of mine...

*I know hers were way better...lol* BFFEL


PoEmZz By--> LiSa <--To--> mE*

Best Friend
i'd like to start off by sayin
ure a special friend to me
uve been there wit me thru good n bad times
n been the best u can be.
when i first met u
i never thought we'd be as close as now
i'm honored to know such a wonderful person
havin u as my friend makes me proud.
uve always been there
to catch my tears b4 they fall
uve always been there to make me laugh
when i thought i was losin my all.
u came n took care of me
when i was in my worst state ever
u said u were never gonna leave my side
cause we'd be best friends 4ever.
i wanna be the type of friend
that u have been to me
someone who is kind n honest
like a sister to me indeed.
i'll always be here for u
to catch ur tears b4 hittin the ground
u know u can always count on me
whenever i'm around.
i'm only a phone call away
whenever u need a smile
u can consider me as a sister
someone who can make ur life worth while.
i can always count on u
thru thick n thru thin
this friendship has gone a long way
but it is yet to begin ...

Best Friend #2
U are what a friend should be
someone honest n someone tru
uve always been there to lend a shoulder
whenever ive been feelin blue.
uve been there to make me laugh
when i am not in a good mood
ure so kind n considerate
so polite n never rude.
uve been there when i need advice
whether its bout family or boys
u always had a helpin hand
n u bring my life to ultimate joys.
we've grown up 2gether
n become closer each day
uve been part of makin me the person
that i am right now n 2day.
thank u for always bein there
for bein by my side over n over again
u mean the world to me Ash
cause u are my bestest friend!

*aWw ur such a gr8 friend Lisa, i luv u so0o much, BFFEL, ILUSFM, LYLAS, x0x*




Saturday, November 20, 2004

i need to get a new chatterbox!!! anyways, here are poems::

Sometime I Feel
Sometimes i feel like it's too hard to let go
of somethin so real but yet still in my head
Sometimes i feel like it just doesnt wanna fade away
n it's just left hangin on such a breakable thread.
Sometimes i feel like the memories i've had
are so close but yet so far away
Sometimes i feel like they just are not apart of me anymore
n just hopefully they leave me on day.
Sometimes i feel like that that the most valuable things in life
are nothin but a photo in a book
Sometimes i feel like u dont miss anythin until its gone
n u just wish u could jsut jave one last look.
Sometimes the memories are nothin but an illusion
wautub ti become somethim real
n sometimes those memories become such a thing
that become such a very big deal...

well i cant type anymore in here right now, i am in my brothers room n he is almost home so i really gtg...BYE!


Saturday, November 13, 2004

sorry i have not written in here in a while ... i been busy and i forgot all about this place! lol...Heres poems i wrote!!!

Alone

i'm happy
i'm glad
i'm hyper
never sad
but deep down inside
theres a love never had
a lonley person
curled up in a ball
just waiting for
her world to fall
alone and depressed
so little and weak
so scared and shaking
unable to speak
cuts on her wrists
blood dripping down
curled up in a ball
on the cold dirty ground.
alone and confused
no one to hold
yet still standing tall
brave and bold
can you trust what you cant explain?
i know the fake smiles can't hide your pain...

**********************************

Death

deaths of those that we love
taken away to the gods above
they might be happy but what about us?
crying until our tears turn into dust...

********************************

Don't Believe What You See

3 deaths in my life
it's hard to explain
it's hard to cover up
all of my pain
but i do it some how
and i live thru it all
but sometimes i just
stumble and fall
my life is crashing down on me
though it's something you cannot see
theres a brick wall between me and you
from my life to yours and you cannot see thru.
with all my fake smiles
i seem as happy can be
but dont be fooled by me
dont believe what you see...

**************************

Easy Being Me

I try to be who you want me to be
But sometimes its hard being me
My life isn't easy, as it may look
But how can you tell if you're only looking at the cover of the book?
Trouble does flow in my innocent life
I do go thru yelling and strife
But how would you know by labeling me?
Just because 'perfect' is what you see?
My life is a sopopera aired on TV
So do you really think its easy being me?

*******************************

I Am Me

So i'm not the pretty girl guys wanna date
So i'm not the smart one who gets straight A's
So i'm not the athletic one who can hit a homerun
But i am me and a pretty good one...
So i'm not the clean one tidey and neat
So i'm not the musical one who has the beat
So i'm not the goofy one always having fun
But i am me and a pretty good one...
So i'm not the cool one all glammed up
So i'm not the talkative one who won't shut up
So i'm not the finished one who gets everything done
But being me is even more fun!

*****************************

I Drank You Away Last Night

I drink away my problems....
I drank you away last night....
I drank away your hate towards me....
I drank away your abuse towards me....
I drink away my problems....
I have a headache....
From drinking you away last night....
I drank you away too much last night....
And i drank you away too many times before....
And i don't think i can hold anymore drinks in my system....
Because i drank you away so much, that body is cleaned....
Cleaned from my problems....
Dear Diary, i promised i wouldn't drink away problems anymore....
I'm sorry for i have broken a promise....
I drank him away this morning....
Shot after shot....
Glass after glass....
Bottle after bottle....
I drank him away last night....

***************************

It Doesn't Hurt Anymore

i am hurting so bad
why am i hurting so bad??
make the noise stop
it is so loud
it sounds like people beating on my head
screaming directly into my ears
make the noise stop...
thanks for making the noise stop
it's fading away now
it's getting quiet now
i can't hear anything anymore
i can't even hear myself think
i'm gazing into your eyes
but how come you're getting blurry??
i can't see you anymore!
how come i can't see??
i can't see...
i am still hurting really bad
my side feels like this stabbing pain
i can't see, i can't hear...
.....i'm ok now
it doesn't hurt anymore......

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Put Everything Else In The Past

is it truly easy to describe my feelings for you?
do you think it's something that i can do?
won't my shyness move in the way
of the emotions that i'm bound to say?
can i look into your eyes and be straight and be true?
can i actually say, "i love you"?
is possible to speak three serious words
without feeling disagreeable and disturbbed?
please reply to the questions that i have asked
so we can be together now and put everything else in the past...

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well theres them all!!! hope ya like em...n i know that they are just a bit depressin lol i know....lol ok bye!

mUcHFrOm~AsH



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